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Riding Darkness

In the darkness

in the throes of brooding silence

while the night comes alive

and the grass grows

where quiet wraps itself around me

and shields me from the distractions of the day

the beguiling of my conscious rationalizations rises

I feel it deep in my soul and it moves me to tears

In the darkness

where the questions and uncertainties falter together; lurking

speaking to my childhood creating doubts and worries

born of a fabricated past of actions

Nothing is as it appears

In the darkness my thoughts are my own

I am alone with the vibrations that bring my creativity

and the angels speak

and the melodies of all creation play in the trees

I am afraid in the darkness

unsure of myself, shunning all introspection keeping secrets

from the light and running from Evil

crying out for deliverance

looking for a place to hide from it all

I laugh hysterically in the darkness

sorry for unrealized dreams, where my heart breaks and

the weight of the world kills my aspirations and my frustrations

take me to the edge of Death

nothing makes sense here and I am confused

In the darkness I run for broken promises and regrets

that leave gaping wounds of despair

hugging myself tightly with all the brutality of real love

knowing that a foothold will bring me stability

Day comes


I am no longer

in the darkness

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Getting Out Alive

Getting out alive

My spirit is full

and I’m running from myself

I meet me around every corner I turn

and the disappointment grows stronger

minute by minute

I’m looking for that one thing that will

save me from myself

on this journey that never ends

The road gets longer the more I travel

Where is my freedom? I beg the question

Crying out for salvation

exhausted and abused with no one


break my fall

now I am confounded and confused

my heart is broken

This moment feels like forever

The darkness is the brightest thing I see

Sneaking up behind myself I am startled

by the realization of my sorrow

in all its majesty reigning

over the kingdom of my plight

I have struggled long enough

and my resolve is gone

finally I give in and lie down

with the melancholy of my truth

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Glorious Submission

Just the thought of you sends me to dimensions unknown where my feelings

transcend time and space and each and every fiber of my being is



heated reserves of lust that I must satisfy by being next to you

What you do

to me


far surpasses all that I have ever experienced in my core


you have me captured in the beauty of the rapture you invoke

in all I am

You are decadent and delicious and I crave the sweetness in the

most tender recesses of your thickness

I desire to claim you in the best way

play with my emotions and arouse my senses because

you intrigue me and satisfy my curiosity and each time we meet the heat


and it is truly unbelievable how you make me come alive

I am your ethereal captive caught in the orbit of your timeless existence

where passion is of a placid fashion





it is all that we want it to be here between you and me where totally

we can love

you are the fix that can ease my pain and help me regain all that was lost

when I was tossed to and fro not so long ago

In your warmth I feel safe and I rest in the solitude of your mercy

your embraces soothe my hungry soul

and any remnants of control I had are now in your hands

You are the gentle breeze that blows across my heart

calming all uncertainty making me open to the possibility of blissful eternity

Take me I am yours to have as your own

mold me as your needs arise so that I emanate with all you desire

and whatever may transpire is meant to be

You called me forth from the darkness with your presence and placed in me

the full essence

of your womanness and my acceptance was effortless

in the presence of your light

Move me

come through me

consume me

transmute me

You are my savior and I worship at your feet with all humility for the way

you rescued me from myself

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Seductive Musings

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I vibrate at the sound of your voice

and when I hear it

I have no choice


to let my juices flow

down below

where I find myself touching and wishing

it were your

Each breath I take reverberates

with the heated anticipation of the

satiny smoot

gyrations of


eloquent locutions

sent out on high

where by and by I

absorb your essence

Open my soul

with the verbiage that you let


seductively from your lips

landing in a place

amidst my hips

stirring a pleasure that I treasure as

secretly sublime and with each rhyme

you prime me for the next installation of the

dissemination of your light

When I take a toke of the words you spoke

I am high and

without hesitation

I know why

you draw me in and it’s so flyy

still internally I cry


because of a propensity to be drawn to the


of who you are

I am overcome with the primitive hum

cumming from the sensual drum of

your tongue

against my cerebrum

Hand to hand, love to love, breasts to breasts

against your chest I long to rest so that I can hear

the rhythm of your heart from where all elements

of you have their start

Feed me with the spoon of your hand as you

command my

full attention and freely given

submission to your brilliance that consumes


as I release my inhibitions

to the fall

that drops me deeply at the call

of your spell

emphatically and radically you possess

the rest

and the best of what I am


I lose myself to the uncertainty of the rest

of whose women who envy seeing me blesst

by your presence

Lying beneath you I feel your weight

as I greatly welcome your touch to


this burning I know from head to toe

each time I allow myself to go

further into your mind

where I find

peace to release this desire that consumes me

to aspire to rise higher and higher to the

level you require for

true intimacy

I am an open book and I want you to look

into me

so that we can be free

to express ourselves sensually without speaking

as with our hands and mouths

we explore one another seeking

skin on skin and

her on her as it were because

this is what makes us one

You make love to my body but

the real capture is my brain

where you never refrain from

filling every

receptor, synapse and vein

with your juicy mental nectar

With you I am never warm but


because you know how to access that spot

to get from me what I’ve got

when you fuk my mind not just a little

but a lot and

unmeasured states of consciousness persist

because what you have I can’t resist

and the thought of you makes me squirm

and twist




The decadent torture of my whole person

that you give

makes me ecstatic just to live

with the knowing that each moment with you

leaves me growing

more enlightened and much less frightened

of what the future may hold because

our pluralistic union has made me bold


so I am told

nothing can hold me down now

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Her Inside

She’s a witch, a gypsy, a Woman, a tease

spinning her web

taking hearts captive with ease

She’s electric and warm

golden from the sun

She’s her own beginning and end

mystery on the run

Bells on her feet

ever smelling of Spring

She draws you in with a hint of her sting

The trees talk of her greatness

flowers grow in her heat

elusive yet inviting

She’s ready to meet

You love her you hate her

she’s fickle she’s fine

She’ll tell you she’s yours

then say that she’s mine

Her love is exciting

juicy, sweet and sublime

so decadent and tantalizing

it feels like a crime

You can’t help but want her

she calls you by name

The way she gets into you is her claim to fame

But when it comes down to it

She’s worth the time

This beautiful Earth Mother

righteous and divine

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Elevation Deep Within

Each heartbeat brings me closer to the threshold of fulfillment

as I await your invitation to come into your destiny

take me by the hand and walk me through your fields of anonymity

where I am hidden from the eyes of scrutiny cover me in your

sanctity and bless me with your fullness

there is none other but you when I am in this place

your grandeur is the element that keeps me in this realm of

fascination pursuing perfection with all earnestness

You speak to me and all that ever was is gone because you bring

to manifestation the whole of my hopes and dreams

readily I am leaving regrets behind and welcoming your gifts as a healing balm

to my ravaged soul

Realization of you in me is the most powerful potion and you are the

sweetest obsession feeding the unseen nature in me that exudes the

secrecy of our sanguine entanglement binding us in a karmic fulfillment

of what is pure and essential to my every meditation

I am ripe fruit coming from the tree of your prosperity ravage me and

allow my sweet juices to run over and bring forth more of the same

as we create what is our relative reality confusing attempts to undermine

the certainty of our mutual enchantment

It is essential that I give myself to you as I accept your transfusion of

awakening destiny within the depths of my being living only to see the

elevation of my consciousness to join with beauty as never before described

with words only images and metaphors can fully expand upon what is seen

with trepidation by the untrained eye beholding what is evident but


by forces too powerful to comprehend

Search me and find that what I give to you is pure and saturated with

inconsequential possibilities for fulfillment exuding from where you

seek your source and find life ready to be obtained with fervent splendor

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In A Manner Of Speaking

Wrap me in your voice


caress me with your words because


stimulate me

and invigorate me


your lips

pour forth knowledge that

excites me


gets me wet to the touch with juices

flowing full of that intellectual ecstasy that

you have placed inside of me





The inflection of each syllable that

you speak

has me weak as you run over me like fresh water

emanating from deep within the earth where

Wisdom takes her form and manifests on each

divine breath you breath.

How smooth each phrase you speak that

brings me to the peak

of orgasmic oration and I

spontaneously erupt in prose.

What is it that lies so deep within thee

that brings me to

illegal elevations of illuminated alliterations

as if I am in a trance caught up in the stance

of your natural brilliance.

The mantra that reverberates in my sacred parts

each time you

start to speak

puts me in a state of higher learning and

because of my intense yearning

I open wide to receive your speech

as you teach me

how to open my eyes to the reality

that for many a century

has been covered in lies.

Mesmerizing does not begin to explain

what I feel when you


down on me with all your intoxicating facts

and this is what attracts me to all that makes you


The sound of your voice resonates within my head

making me high on the vibe that you bring to the

table and

whenever I am able

I seek out your

heat because you feed me in a way

that sustains me for days on end

with your sultry delivery.

The serpentine movement of your tongue and lips

through the dense forests of metaphorical machinations

of our language is so heady and I am always so ready

for what it is that you plant in my psyche

that pushes me deeper and deeper into your character

only to find that I want more.

Here in this world of conversation


constantly arouse my imagination

with your ideas

and I come away


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Gently As I Go

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I am open

speak sweet Spirits

tell me the secrets of survival

the tales of mystery where time

has no boundaries

and yesterday is as today only richer

Show me the reality of dear life

and let me be privy to the manifestations

of all Souls coming to be

with the movements of the Moon

Open my heart to love and enlarge

my separation from the Darkness

that walks on the heels of my tender memory

Create a newness in me that is as fragrant

as the blooms in life’s garden

Bring about magnificent changes to my still

impressionable psyche that waits for

connected communication from the ends

of space and time

Work me inside and give me a new anatomy of thought

My curiosity is piqued by your elusiveness and

I will follow you always searching for answers

that are kept in the chambers at the depths of creation

This is my journey into the light keeping with the songs of the skies

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Where Opulence Lives

Come into me energy of the Gods

broaden my hurt and lullaby my ears with words not spoken only heard

balance my eternal nature and

Rebuild me from the devastation of disappointment

hands of light hold me upright, make me fearless

as war rages outside

calm me from within

I am beautiful in the sky free and weightless

Riding on butterflies’ wings covered in

the ethereal expanse of the Sun

Her brilliance is my smile

She befriends me with her faeries and she dances

with her rays on the dew drops

as I frolic in the grass

Nature is the Goddess and her gentle touch

leads me into her plush bosom

and I see the phantasmagoric images she portrays

in my mind’s eye

I never want to leave this paradise

or end this sacred dream

I will forever run to this beguiling plateau

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Making Diamonds In The Dark

I’ve got barely enough and I’m trying to make it there

the road is dark and lonely but I’m pushing through


in the silence

wondering if anyone is out there

Is someone standing on the outside looking in

pulling my strings

controlling my universe while I use all my energies

trying to find daylight

I can feel it pressing in around me and the air is

thick and dirty brown and

the silence

the silence

the silence

is deafening



and I want to scream out but why am I apologizing

or begging for mercy

or looking for help that doesn’t come

this is all about me

or so it appears

an example, a challenge, a secret bet

on the outcome of a giving heart

that is only fully loved by itself

dying slowly as it gives to the point

where the soul is no longer connected

but lost to the place where it found peace

it only drips with skepticism and distrust

The road stretches endlessly before me with no

signs for direction




voice to guide

a whisper on the wind with an outstretched hand beckoning

come in from the cold

I’m running from myself and mirrors because I don’t like

what I see

and I don’t know where to find the


that I need

and all my questions seem to be rhetorical


themselves before they leave my mouth

my mind pulls me forward on its own running

with reserves of memory of what used to be

and the comforts of imagined normalcy

I’m tired and willingly give in to the fight that never ends

I hear the voices all around me and the images bombard

my subconscious world tormenting me in the unrest that I can’t define

in worldly terms

every waking moment I shake from the bone-chilling frost stored

in my physical reserves where it waits for the moment when

my vulnerability is at its highest and it puts me on emotional ice that

cuts my flesh leaving lacerations that bleed the sick bile of loneliness

If I could touch this darkness with my hands

rip it apart with my fingers

throw it into the abyss

so it would be gone

but for now

this moment

it is my domain

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